Fatma yousuf this is for you.
4 am in the morning
And my whole body aches,
Suddenly to get reminded of
Your face
Like a piano piece
Playing in the background
Leaving me cloistered
From my surrounds in
Haste.
Your hugs are,
Ecstacy
You’re an aura of
Warm fuzziness,
You condemn me
While I passively
Agree upon to,
Only to think that
You’re barbaric to my existence,
Joy derived out of misery which
You inflict upon me,
To mesmerise
To melt,
The heart made of,
Shards
Those have been crippling,
Disapproved, but
Haven’t dismayed,
It’s have been you since the beginning,
My heart is racing and
You’re the one to be held
Captive for the
Sentiments that are
Weaving into my existence,
The sentiments,
That have been never emerged before,
That I’m afraid of losing
Cause I have never found
Your imperturable laugh
Is the only answer
My mind seeks at
This point of time.
The only thing I can help my self is with either
Fragments,
Of your recording that I’ve been playing all night
The creases left from your
Hand on my denim shirt,
Remain still untouched,
Only to be found
Later on with broken buttons,
You’re chaos to my mind
And
Relentness
Just to
My heart
Nicotine is the only way to doze my mind off your beautiful face
Your echoing voice
Is now just a
Lullaby
Of facades,
And of the feelings,
I have
Been denying for so long,
You’ve been the one!